4.03.2010

a season

a new season is here, arriving suddenly and slowly at the same time. winter slipped by, leaving a chill deep down in my core. identifying its source gave me inspiration on how to create some heat. slowly i warmed up, fears began to melt away. ideas and hopes grew with the promise of change.

without a warning, spring came in. the winds picked up. they blew through me, through you, us. at times the wind nearly knocked me down. other times it circled around me keeping me steady. knocking things loose that we thought had been stored securely, kept out of harms way. all the while it whispered, change is coming. this time it didn't feel as inviting. this time hope gave in to silence, to questions, to fear. am i floating or falling or both? a landing is inevitable. where, remains to be seen.

All at once
The world can overwhelm me
There's almost nothin' that you could tell me
That could ease my mind

Which way will you run
When it's always all around you
And the feelin' lost and found you again
A feelin' that we have no control
- jack johnson

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