a little change here, this chair over there, the bed here..no there. seriously. it's a tiny rectangle of a place so i'm not sure why i think i'm going to come up with some fabulous arrangement, that will create a feeling of serenity and ahhhh, given there are like two options.
maybe it's not my fault. it would be fair to say it's in my upbringing. i got it both in nature and nurture...god knows my mother rearranges, reorganizes and remodels more than you can believe. then there's my genes. my birth mom, my lovely, hippy, feng shui mentor also moves and shifts here and there.
yet, i can't help but wonder as i sit here mentally moving pieces around, what is it that i am really needing to shift, tweak, readjust? my gut says it must be pretty damn heavy, too much for me since nothing else of physical matter seems to be (well except maybe that belgium stove).
i've got a few days identify this write it down and prepare to set it free. just five days until solstice.
6 comments:
write, sister. write. make way for that sweet release.
You are always rearranging your life. This is nothing new. You are constantly in growth, questioning your decisions, looking back to how things used to be. This is just the physical manifestation of this inner quest. Embrace it! Otherwise, you're stuck with everything always the same, gathering dust, fading out where the sun hits. Change is good.
I do this with "organizing" things...never seems to be enough, never seems to stick. It's the universe telling us to make peace with something.
My love to you in your journey, sweetness.
I love that you figured out this is what the rearranging is all about... makes a lot of sense. I can't wait to see what fabulous design (for yourself! the new improved Bgirl!) you'll come up with.
interesting discovery B...like jen said write for that release...
Take a few slips of self confidence and courage and tuck them under that heavy crap.
Amazing how mobile it all becomes.
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